...from the book named
"ScaNDaliCioUS"
or
"Cans & Cants"
So, I'm Forty
So, I'm forty.
Lost my beauty -
Not a hottie,
Not a cutie.
Though I'm witty,
In my photo
I'm not pretty,
I'm not naughty.
Younger kitties
Shake their booties.
I'm just quitting
With my duties.
And no matter
That I'm smarter
They fit better
For a party.
I'm not sporty.
Got wrong titties.
I'm not worthy
To compete them.
I don't hate them,
Cease to fight them.
Some day later
They'll get right there.
Still...! I'm waiting
To be treated
Like the great queen
Nefertiti.
31 Jan 2012
Until
They'll do me wrong
Until I'm gone.
They'll stuff my head
Until I'm dead.
15 Jan 2012
In The Small SpotLight
In the small spotlight
Of human life
There I stand, nowhere to run.
Animals only
Kill to survive
While people will murder
For fun.
Sophisticated
Techniques to hound -
Watch out, they're coming to hunt.
Exquisite hatred
Fed on your blood,
No use to ask mercy
From guns...
15 Jan 2012
Right Light
It all depends on the spotting light.
The light that shines on you must be right.
5 Jan 2012
A Lover And A Creeper
A lover will talk to you
Face to face,
Body to body,
Love to love.
A creeper will only want
Your disgrace,
To torture and watch you
With wicked laugh.
A lover will stand with you
Up to the end.
A creeper abandons and
Washes his hands.
2 Jan 2012
Secret Preachers
Some secret preachers of the sunshine
In the moonlight come out and call me
To treat each other with sweet kindness
And f*ck each other in all holes.
28 Jun 2011
Spies-Girls
You've talked me out.
You feel so proud.
But be aware -
Some things we never
Never ever
Say out loud.
3 May 2011
I'm A Human
I'm a human.
I'm a woman.
Who are you, man,
To detune me?
28 Apr 2011
Every BoyFriend
'Why would you leave me if you loved me?' -
I asked him being seventeen.
He coud not answer. He was puzzled.
Like every boyfriend ever since.
28 Mar 2011
Some Seem To Think
Some seem to think that they have bought
A ticket for a nutters' boat
Where Miss Dali must entertain
The audience making her insane.
28 Mar 2011
Daddy
Daddy
Has worked so hard
To buy a car
For his baby.
Happy
And proud they are
For she's a star,
This young lady.
Don't seek a parallel
With ladies L L L...
27 Mar 2011
Hallelujah
People - this is what we are!
Haaalle-luuu-jaaah!
27 Mar 2011
I Love My Haters
I love my haters.
They stimulate me.
27 Mar 2011
It's Not What I Am
You only want
GLAM,
But it's not
What
I AM.
13 Dec 2010
Dr Freud's Council
Dr Love held his test.
Looking worried and hopeless,
Trying doing his best,
Finding all medicines worthless,
He excluded my man
From my daily prescription:
He is back to his plans...
I am back on my mission...
Dr Sex, thanks for all.
No more services needed.
It's no longer your toll
When love's wounded and bleeding.
Dr Hope came and said:
'To recover is easy.
Leave your body to let,
Keep your mind strict and busy.'
Dr Faith left his drops,
Bittersweet but still harmless:
'Just in case your pulse stops
Drink some tears, they will calm you.'
Dr Chance smiled at me:
'It's no good to repeat it.
Same results it will bring.
It's your fate, I feel pity.'
Dr Fate: 'No more pills!
I'm concerned 'bout My Lady;
Keep to note how it feels,
I'll take care of you, baby.
I'm the one you can trust.
No more pain! No more fever!
My instruction's a must!
I'm with you. I won't leave you.'
3 Jan 2009
...from the book named
"MMM"
or
"My Music Matters"
People Who Early Died
People who early died
Were sent
To our lives
To teach us.
Murder or suicide,
Nature's uttermost sacrifice
Meant to wake up our hearts,
They went
Leaving scars
Of stitches
Deep on the souls' inside -
Spirit's only way to remind.
26 Feb 2012
You Cannot Command
You cannot command to the Moon
To come down from the sky
And rest in your hand.
So let's play our roles, our own tunes
Being happy inside
With no need to pretend.
24 Feb 2012
The Day Of My Illness Relief
It comes of a sudden,
It goes when it likes.
Still, it gives me the purpose to live -
To live, not to suffer,
To smile with no spikes.
It's the day of my illness relief.
16 Jan 2012
Words Versus Deeds
It's funny-sad.
It's bitter-sweet.
It's nicest words.
Versus absent deeds.
16 May 2011
All Shall Pass By
Baby, don't hurt.
It's a mad world.
Baby, don't cry.
All shall pass by.
7 May 2011
The Games People Play
There's so much pain
In the games people play.
7 Apr 2011
To OverCome and Stand
Today since very morning
My heart's in pain and burning.
I'm praying for the strength
To overcome and stand.
29 Mar 2011
The Friend That Is True And Smart
The friend that is true and
Smart -
Your burning and wounded
Heart.
28 Mar 2011
Other Larger Things
Again
In pain,
And still
I'm blessed
With other
Larger
Things
In place.
27 Mar 2011
Dedicated to the PLANET and the PEOPLE
Be careful when you play with your third eye.
One careless touch or shake and you can die.
The dangerous red button on your mind:
The uncontrolled wild power's kept inside.
Think twice before you push the fire sign -
Beneath each surface there's a sleeping sun.
15 Mar 2011
Dedicated to Japan
I'm holding in my hand
My Dia-Mond.
I'm holding in my hand
My Dying World.
I'm holding in my hand
My Tiny Boat.
I'm holding in my hand
Japan...
13 Mar 2011
Little Sonny
So how old is your little sonny?
Does he have the same eyes as you?
I can bet he makes grey days sunny,
Paints your stormy skies in light blue.
13 Mar 2011
Love Me Now
Love me now
Because
Tomorrow
I'll be gone -
Through the night,
Before
I'm mortgaged
With the dawn.
10 Mar 2011
Reality
You'll only last
If you still have your past.
Step on this dust
And you'll lose all the trust.
Don't hurry fast
If you take the short path.
Do what you must
To stretch out to the stars.
8 Mar 2011
Agent
I am A Good Will
Agent
For the Universe,
Sent to reveal
The Magic
Of the planet Earth.
26 Feb 2011
When You're Getting Older
When you're getting older
No one wants to hold you,
Except the only one
For whom you're not just fun.
12 Feb 2011
Ten Songs More
I've got ten songs more -
Ten pains more,
Ten begging hungry homeless children more.
They need to be heard
And not to be hurt.
I must put them in your ears and eyes, but I cannot.
20 Dec 2010
When Your Illness Takes Over
When your illness takes over
Don't get afraid.
I'll be there with you, for you,
Holding your hand.
I will patiently wait
And you know it.
I'll be keeping you sane
While it's snowing.
I feel your pain -
I'm the same.
16 Dec 2010
I Believe
I believe my ears:
When I hear the rain
I can hear your pain.
I believe my nose:
When I smell a rose
I can smell my dear.
I believe my eyes:
When I see the sun
I can see you shine.
I believe my heart:
Eyes, nose, ears get shut
When I feel your lies.
1 Dec 2010
Dali's Aesthetics
I'm as precise
As mathematics,
Yet, as artistic
As the sky.
You miss the eyes
Of my aesthetics -
You'll never tick the
Answer WHY.
13 Oct 2010
My Boring Love
I am growing more boring and older.
I am getting less strong and less fly.
All I need is my head on his shoulder.
All I need is his hand on my thigh.
6 Aug 2010
True Legend
When the grain
Of urge is
Nowhere
To be found
He will get
It for me
Now from
Underground.
For I am his priority
Over the majority.
He can do
Magic.
He's my true
Legend.
1 Aug 2010
My Best Friend Is A Man
There he comes and shakes his head
Witnessing my sorrow.
He so deeply understands
Every tear of mine.
I've been cold to my best friend
But his pride he swallows.
Always there's his helping hand.
Never hard to find.
There's no passion, there's no lust,
No caress or kisses.
Just two minds with total trust
In each other's word.
Building Future, sharing Past,
Making art and business,
Taking Present as a must
In the plans of God.
Girlfriends never are much wise
When it comes to Silence.
But give me the best advice
His cool wisdom can:
Do be there, yet keep aside,
Quiet care asylum.
No emotions driving wild -
That's a real true friend.
Not all ways he's been like this -
We have made each other.
We faced times when an abyss
Stretched between our souls.
We have gone through War and Peace,
Enemies and Lovers...
Now we keep it as it is -
Friends who mean the world...
No, I don't want women's sighs
When I deal with problems,
Nor I need their holy lies,
Actings to pretend...
When I need to bring back smiles,
Make all griefs be over,
I seek strength in my friend's eyes.
My Best Friend's a Man...
1 Oct 2009
...from the book named
"Natasha Dal'She in Russian"
Последний Лучик Дня
Последний лучик дня в мой дом протянет солнце,
Согрев печаль мою вечернею зарёй.
И аромат любви зовёт и вдаль несётся
Над мерно дышащей усталою землёй.
6 Mar 2012
Это Наши Мечты
Это наши мечты, что
Во всём виноваты -
Беспощадно нас тычут
И тянут куда-то.
Мы хотим себе "сверх", мы
Хотим себе "экстра".
Мы стремимся и верим,
Что справимся с этим.
Но, чем дальше заходим,
Тем дальше и цель.
И душа наша воет,
Как загнанный зверь.
В ранах, но всё равно мы
Не сядем на цепь.
Вот и нет нам покоя,
Дерзнувшим лететь.
23 Jan 2012
Насильники В Кожаных Креслах
Мне бы
Хватило,
Конечно же,
Места,
Если б все
Чуть-чуть
Потеснились.
Но вы,
Насильники
В кожаных
Креслах,
Низвергли
Мой путь
В немилость.
19 Jan 2012
Даль
Была когда-то скромной Даль,
Но жаль -
Никто её не знал.
Теперь зовут её Дали
Летит поДаль'Ше
От земли...
1 Sep 2011
У Стен Моей Тоски
У стен моей
Тоски
Есть верные
Дружки -
Вечерние
Сверчки,
Ночные
Мотыльки.
5 Aug 2011
Я Обожаю Тишину
Я обожаю тишину
Послеполуденного зноя,
Её щемящую тоску
Из мира детства, грёз, покоя.
30 July 2011
Фетишный Нарциссизм
Не зря
Авишкам
Дарим
Жизнь -
Друзья,
Заливши,
Пару
Клизм,
Дерзать
В затишье
Заре-
Клись,
Зубрят
Фетишный
Нарцис-
Сизм.
30 Jul 2011
Рекламные Частушки
Поселилась иностранка
В нашем доме у плиты.
Имя ей - Галина Бланка,
Королева вкусноты.
Муж попался на приманку.
Я открою вам секрет -
В борщ кладу Галину Бланка,
Больше в доме споров нет.
Мой сынок любимый Санька
Всё обёртки собирал.
Отослал Галине Бланка -
Маме в руки приз попал.
16 Aug 2000
...from the book named
"AFTER-TASTE N AFTER-TOUCH"
or
"Miss WhoEva"
Lady A...
It all went off the road the day
He chose above me Lady A...
It all went wrong when Number One
Was taken down to Number Nein...
29 Feb 2012
Knot
Can you spot
What you want?
You cannot -
I cannot.
This is what
Makes our bond,
Navy water-
Proof knot.
4 Jan 2012
Bloom And Blast
One woman with you
From your "past" -
It's more than enough
To see them so near.
But when they are two,
"Bloom and blast",
It's too hard, too tough
So that I could bear...
27 Dec 2011
I Could Not
I bled in stillness.
I squeezed the pillows.
I suffocated.
I could not get you.
I burned of fever.
I cried the river.
I swallowed preachings.
I could not reach you.
28 Nov 2011
White Noise
In the familiar
Creepings
Of his voice
I only hear now
Meaningless
White noise.
26 Sep 2011
Falling Star
I was a falling star, you
Caught me in my flight
And put me in your pocket
With some holes...
I turned for just a sparkle
On your glorious ride
Under the lofty walking
Of your horse...
15 Sep 2011
Rebel Bell
The world of wicked fairy tales
Betrayed me,
And I no longer want to stay
Under its spell.
It was so well supposed to bring
Me best things -
It only made me always ring
My rebel bell.
29 July 2011
There's A Crack
There's a crack
Inside my back.
Ain't it funny?
There's a hole
Right through my soul.
Ain't I stunning...
19 July 2011
Another Woman
When a man
Of your
Adoration
Worships
Another
Woman
Can there be
A worse
Suffocation
Cursed for
Your love to
Doom it...
17 Jun 2011
My Unclaimed Unconditional Love
There's a blossoming flower inside my heart...
It has fought for your light.
But the time has run out.
It has bled almost all of the bittersweet blood.
My unclaimed unconditional love...
22 May 2011
Imagination
Imagination
Is a highway
To a sin.
I will imagine
That you haven't
Ever been
22 May 2011
Avow From Our Love
Run away.
Sail away.
Save yourself.
Cross me out.
Avow
From our love.
22 May 2011
When It's Gone
When it's gone,
When it's torn,
When it's done -
Leave alone,
Don't hold on,
Drop and run...
22 May 2011
Your Pure Bluff
Find someone new
Or someone you knew -
Don't care 'bout my poor
Love.
Love is a lie.
This love's meant to die.
This love was your pure
Bluff.
22 May 2011
The Beginning Was Just The End
I had to climb up the highest mountain
So as to finally understand
That I had lost you before I found you,
That the beginning was just the end.
22 May 2011
Ugly Joke
When the eyes got used to seeing in the smoke
I could see me stand inside an ugly joke.
22 May 2011
Nun
Have your fun
In the sun
Coz I'm none,
Just a nun.
22 May 2011
Holiday Hole
You're stuck in your Holiday Hole
For good and for better I hope.
17 May 2011
Your Blessings
Go share your blessings with the world.
I'm sharing what I think:
Unless you want to give me all,
Don't give me anything.
14 May 2011
You Pushed Me Aside
You pushed me aside,
Out of your life.
You pressed me so hard.
You murdered my strive.
You forced me to hide,
Lit with your light,
My feelings inside -
My burst dynamite...
28 Apr 2011
No Hidden Meaning
She wears her maxi.
She drives her mini.
You just amaze me.
No hidden meaning...
27 Apr 2011
As Long As...
As long as SHE drives MY car...
As long as I wear this scar...
27 Apr 2011
Beauty Miss
You could
Have made me your year's Beauty Miss,
But you
Prefered someone other to please.
26 Apr 2011
My Bell
Ring my bell forever.
Ring, do ring my bell.
It's from me, remember,
Not from Izabel.
26 Apr 2011
I Let You
There's someone who loves everyone but me.
You're free, go love them, fly away, you're free.
There's someone who hates everything I do.
Don't waste your time, go have them, I let you.
5 Apr 2011
Ring
Ring-Ring!!
I want my ring!
29 Mar 2011
I Thought
I thought we were one, but he says he belongs
To the different side of the pond.
I thought we were good, but he steadily locks
All our dreams in the baby-doll's box.
27 Mar 2011
Heart-Wasting
I've spent
So many
Of such nights -
Heart-wasting
Till the dawn...
Today
Again I
Stayed despite
His telling
To move on...
26 Mar 2011
Gone..
Gong!
Gone...
26 Mar 2011
Silent World
I do not have you near,
So I will talk to God.
But he knows all my needs
Without a single word.
Still I must shout my fears
And share my "who" and "what".
I want to shed my tears
To show my "yes", or "not".
I humbly wait to hear
Your calling smiling voice -
You hide your eyes and ears.
Thus, it's a silent world...
26 Mar 2011
All Stays The Same
I love him dearly,
Well, but isn't it just stupid
To love a ghost,
To love a fleshless flash,
Who never ever really kisses me
Or touches,
Who never comes to me
To simply
Say
My name...
I cannot hear him,
I'm not let to see his beauty.
Still all his most -
His breathing, blood and flesh -
In his material life he gives for real
To others.
He changes ways of tease,
And still all
Stays
The same...
21 Mar 2011
Provocational Game
I got used long ago to your teasing.
No more tears, I am taking it easy.
Although still I don't know what's the aim
Of this weird provocational game.
14 Mar 2011
If You Loved HER
If you loved HER
Why would you do this,
Why would you do that?
If you loved HER
You wouldn't need me,
You wouldn't need them.
If you loved HER
She'd be one to please,
You'd hold her instead.
If you loved HER
You wouldn't do things
You want to forget.
13 Mar 2011
If I Broke Into Tears
If I broke into tears
And fell on the floor
And cried for your name there
Out loud,
Would you quit all your fears
And call on my phone,
And finally dare
To come out.
12 Mar 2011
Perfect Scheme
Look how it works,
This perfect scheme:
You protect her -
So I defend him.
Brilliant and pure,
Balance and peace.
She's keeping you,
And he's holding me.
11 Mar 2011
Another Night
Another night.
Another dawn.
Another right.
Another wrong.
20 Feb 2011
Lonesome Dove
You didn't like the sound of my true love.
I'm used to being unappreciated.
Above the ocean froze the lonesome dove
Sent from my intercontinental station.
19 Feb 2011
Minus One
Today I' gone.
This time I'm done.
He'll have his many
Minus ONE.
I'll take away
My useless care.
He'll hardly notice
I was there.
17 Feb 2011
My Valentine's
I'll receive my Valentine's
From another friend of mine.
I'll send my hopes to roll down hill -
You never was and never will.
12 Feb 2011
All He Wants
All he wants
Is pretty face,
All he wants is
Cheeky ass.
All he wants
Is peachy tits.
All I've got
Is bitter wits.
12 Feb 2011
Triple T
We've lost our last chance and
There's no coming back.
You've played the wrong parts at
Our final sound check.
You gave me three options:
Teased, Tempted and Tricked.
My natural caution
Refused from These TreaTs.
It felt so disgusting
To give my consent.
I'd better stay hungry
Than fooled by myself.
The one thing I needed
Is never your style.
It's time that I leave it
For others to try.
1 Feb 2011
His Ring
I wanted
His ring that
I'd wear
All my life.
I got just
A T-shirt
Sent here
By his wife.
16 Jan 2011
Will You?
Ten days left.
The countdown.
Will you use
Your last chance
To secure
The false chain
Of all previous
Mistakes?
Number three
Means the last,
Means the rule,
Not a slip.
Will you cure
All this pain?
Will you bring
Our love back?
16 Jan 2011
Funny Thing
Funny thing -
You're not dating me,
But I'm dating you
In my blue.
13 Dec 2010
What Did You Want Me To Do?
WHAT did you want me to do?
To run away WHERE?
To spend life with WHO?
HOW did you want me to do
WITHOUT love and care,
WITH just one GHOST of YOU?
12 Dec 2010
...from the book named
"66 ADVERSITY TESTS"
So...
So
It is
Like this...
You say it just seems?
Oh,
Please...
Two Places
Two places for us to rush for
When in love:
You - to Florida,
Me - to the floor.
Fair. Isn't it.
Oh...
Like all in this life...
Ditto...
24 Dec
2010
You Cut This Rose
You cut this rose
And never put it in the water.
The knife was sharp.
The wound was fresh.
You won and lost.
You didn't treasure when you got it -
Her broken heart
Bled in her fading flesh,
Bled
Left
On the cold
Bed.
23 Dec
2010
You've Lost Me
So,
You've lost me.
I hope
She's worth it.
23 Dec
2010
Number Nein
You were the Lastest Lust of mine.
I was your Number Nein:
Infinity had come before,
And after - even more.
23 Dec
2010
I Believed You Today
I believed you today
Once again.
Once again I just faced
The same end.
1 Dec
2010
Tears On My Roses
Tears on my roses
Instead of dew.
Ghosts on my crossroads
Instead of you.
9 Nov
2010
He Buys My Silence
It is so sweet to be his mistress -
He buys my silence with his kisses...
27 Oct
2010
The Haunting Look Of You
Whenever I relax my sight
In the reflections of the sky
Before my eyes
Before my mind
Instead of mine
Instead of brown
I see those dearest eyes of blue -
I see the haunting look of you.
25 Oct
2010
Crumbs From Your Table
Crumbs from your table...
Traces from your planes...
Ho-Holes from your staples...
Echoes from your lanes...
Bugs from your apples...
Barkings from your chains...
Brushes from your maples...
Mockings from your friends...
Hugs from your letters...
Kisses from your clones...
Pixels from your captures...
Piercings from your bones...
Shots from your gestures...
Beepings from your phone...
Billings from your ventures...
Hatred from your home...
24 Oct
2010
I Had No One New
You had wifey Laura. I had hubby Dim.
I had no one new since we met. But you did...
13 Oct
2010
You Can't Draw A Border
Don't try - you can't
Draw a border
Between your hand
And your body.
13 Oct
2010
How Long Will You Hold Me?
The day when I finally get in your arms
How long will you hold me, in minutes and hours?
12 Oct
2010
SuitCases Packing
It didn't happen.
I guess, for the better -
I wouldn't stand then
Your suitcases packing...
12 Oct
2010
Piercing My Heart
He loved me,
But he gave
His best
To others.
He killed me,
To my grave
He brought
His flowers.
He cried his tears
So hard
When piercing
My heart.
12 Oct
2010
Dollars
Please, borrow
From Laura
Those dollars
For me!
I promise -
It's worth it.
You'll see!!!
10 Oct
2010
My Boring Love
I am growing more boring and older.
I am getting less strong and less fly.
All I want is my head on his shoulder.
All I need is his hand on my thigh.
6 Aug
2010
Roses of Memories
The day when tears fall down
just like a shower,
when memories kick
with their rude boots
right in the heart...
I still can grab those kisses and embraces in my thoughts,
but images of those who've stolen you from me
don't let you enter my daydreams
the way you used before.
You're gone,
with someone else in your new hopes.
You hate my heart
for grieving here aloud.
I see the dying roses on my bed,
the last ones that I had from you,
the cruel red bouquet...
I hate and love.
I love and hate.
I'm still alive
but feels as if I'm dead.
6 Aug
2010
Tokens For Meine Liebe
???
Can there be a human mind
Behind
The eyes of a reptile,
The eyes set to seed lies?
Can there be a loving heart
Inside
A starving crocodile,
A prying crocodile?
12 Jul
2010
The NeverEnding Torture
The neverending torture
Of your absence
In my life
Appeared to be much stronger
Than the sweetness
Of your lies.
5 Jul
2010
GoodBye
This LIE
Has burnt
The best half
Of me.
GoodBye.
This LOVE
Is not meant
To be.
4 Jul
2010
(The Bad Guy Who's) NEVER SORRY
He NEVER said he was SORRY.
He never asked to redeem.
So here's the end of the story.
So here's the end of the dream...
4 Jul
2010
The American World
I don't understand
The American world.
I hardly can mate
The amazing men's soul.
They strive to be rich,
But they treat you... as cheap.
They teach you and preach,
But they want just... a chick.
4 Jul
2010
Echo
When you first left me -
It was very
Long
Ago.
And what I kept here
Was your fading
Love's
Echo...
Ho... ho...
4 Jul
2010
More, Less & Nothing
I thought I found new happiness -
I only found new grief.
The fake is MORE. The real is LESS.
And NOTHING's to beleive.
30 Jun
2010
The WeakTeam
We make a very weak team -
You only hunt,
I only run.
And nothing's done,
And nothing's won -
The Maniac and His Victim.
18 Jun
2010
Clowns And Clones
Clowns and Clones,
Leave me alone.
17 Jun
2010
The Lady For One Night
I kept the light.
And then it faded -
I was your lady
For one night.
17 Jun
2010
The Scariest Words
The scariest
Words
That buried my
Worth:
"...I'm setting you
Free,
Forget about
Me~"
16 Jun
2010
The Demented
Both Yes and No in you reside,
Plused-Minused crazy pole.
With the insanity you hide
My heart is drilled and swirled.
This moment you're my heaven's guide.
Next moment you're my curse.
In love with a demented guy,
I'm a demented girl.
3 Jun
2010
When We Meet
When we
meet
All the wells
Will
Get drained -
So much water we need
On our gardens to rain.
When we smile
All the world
Feels
The grace -
We send out so much light
Into outer space.
3 Jun
2010
Save My Love
Save my
love, baby,
Save.
I'm no angel,
No saint,
I'm no goddess,
Not flawless,
And still...
Save my love, baby -
It's REAL.
3 Jun 2010
Beeps...
I want you.
It's stronger than me.
You haunt me.
You don't let me be.
So longs for you
My
Heart
Beat.
But your telephone
Only
Beeps...
Beeps...
Beeps...
3 Jun 2010
Your Flaw
You're
handsome, romantic, clever.
The type to be loved forever.
The only one flaw you've got -
You've got me and love me not...
2 Jun 2010
My Trace
Whatever
Happens,
I've done
My best -
FOREVER
Runs
In your chest
My trace.
2 Jun 2010
Russian Soul
You'll get the scars
If you go that far,
If
you go that deep
Your heart will bleed.
In the Russian soul
You will get it all:
See it in my eyes -
Skills to dramatize,
Gifts to die of love
And to tie so tough
That you're left no ease
To go on and breathe.
I'm La Femme Fatale:
Dale, Dali or Dahl -
When I cross your path -
Sh*t for both of us...
No, I want no pain -
Love drives me insane.
My wits keep me smart,
Tear apart my heart.
I don't want to leave.
Long to love and live.
I just always tend
To DO UNDERSTAND.
And what did you expect from me? I'm Russian...
Though Natalie's my name, I'm still Natasha.
2 Jun 2010
Our House
A house for us to live...
A shore at the ocean...
You said it so
That you made me beleive -
I didn't let go
My love and devotion.
Despite the miles,
Despite all lies,
Catching your seldom kisses and smiles,
Wishing this dream would come true...
But what did it mean to you?
2 Jun 2010
My Eyes
My eyes got
dried.
You'll ask me why?
Because I've cried,
I've cried so
hard
When waiting waiting days and nights
For your postcard...
I've cried two years -
I've drained my tears.
2 Jun 2010
My Heart
When in love
Your
heart is blind,
It shuts your mind
In spite of lies,
It leads you straight to an abyss,
To drop you in a precipice.
2 Jun 2010
Me The Flower Left To Die
Petals
- on my lips.
Thorns - on my heart.
In my eyes - stars.
In my
soul - eclipse.
Pearls from afar -
On my finger tips.
On your right side - winks.
On your left - scars...
29 May 2010
Spies In The Wires
I long to talk
my love to Will,
I need to whisper
In my phone.
But... who will listen -
Em? or John?
Thus, I am stuck
Within my will...
I only want
To share with Him
Thoughts, hot and spicy,
My desires.
Seems, other spies are
In the wires,
I hate. They haunt
And cool my heat.
23 May 2010
IF and WHEN
You told me "IF and WHEN...",
So here I wait...
Yours, "N".
10 May 2010
Why Me? Why You?
This world's
So big...
This world's
So huge...
Oh, God,
Why me?
Oh, God,
Why you?
10 Apr 2010
Size
Send me your ring.
My size is sixteen.
Send me your love.
Size - "Never enougH".
4 Apr 2010
My Double V
So many lies.
It must be wrong.
And yet I long...
And still I die...
I drop my tears...
My double V,
What can you see?
What do you hear?
I cry. I laugh.
I can't let go.
I love you so...
And who's your love?
4 April 2010
The Absolute Thing
When the pain grasps your heart,
When it stings.
When
the sadness plays parts
On your strings.
Let's be honest, my
King.
Let's be sober and true.
Just agree with your Queen and
admit:
There's no absolute thing
For a wizard like You.
Neither
there's for a wizard like Me~
10
May 2010
My Unreachable Dream
My unreachable dream,
Like the
Light
Of a star,
You eternally dimm,
Dizzy
Tease
From aFar...
20 Mar
2010
Dream Addresses
The fairy land named Texas -
My dreamland Terra Nova...
I thought those girls were ex's,
But, no, it's me who's over...
Cool visions of Chicago...
Love making on skyscrappers...
The calendar's days are gone,
Events left just on paper...
Uncovered Oklahoma...
The hidden net addresses...
I'll never find your homes there,
Your lost rejected stranger.
9
Jan 2010
I Just...
I just
Want to run fondly
My fingers
Through your hair,
And kiss
Your fatigued forhead,
And whisper:
It's okay, hey...
Passion
I want you no matter I want it or not.
You want me no matter you want it or not.
This is the Femme Fatale's world.
This is the Homme Fatal's world.
You came,
And you saw,
And you stole,
And you hold...
Regardless of cautions.
Regardless of walls.
Passion
Is something you never control...
Passion
Is taking you whole...
Revenge
Revenge...
Who FIRST
Started this chain?
Who FIRST
Made someone unhappy?
Who FIRST
Brought someone some pain?
Maybe,
We'll stop it, babe, for a change?
Maybe,
We'll put this war to an end?
Maybe,
We'll love each other instead?
What do you think,
Baby?
23 Sep 2009
Ideal of My Man
When the Grain of urge Seems
Nowhere
to be fouND,
He will Get it for Me
Now from
undergrouND.
Coz I am his priority
Over the majority.
He can Do
Magic,
He's my True
LegeND.
X Sep 2009
Your Happy BirthDay
I stood on the terrace and couldn't let go.
I missed you. I waited. I needed you so.
The evening was cold, but I didn't get in.
Remember my tears on September Fifteen...
15 Sep 2009
Have You And Not Hold You
The only thing I do regret
When leaves fall down whilst turning red,
When days go by and make us grey,
When yearly I get older,
Is not the tears that I have shed,
Is not the joys that we have shared,
Is not the fate to have us met -
But have you and not hold you...
13 Sep 2009
When I Think Of You
When I think of you I cry...
When I think of you I smile...
When I think of you I fly...
When I think of you I die...
12 Sep 2009
Laura H
He loves me. He adores my name.
Days pass, his feelings stay the same.
With heart of gold and hands of flame
He loves in all his glory.
He makes me feel unique and blessed.
To him I hurry to confess.
By him I'm captured and possessed.
But, hey! He sleeps with Laura...
15 Jul 2009
Free
I'm cooled down,
Back to the reality.
Have to drown
My wakened sexuality.
In the heat
Melt my burning crazy dreams.
You don't need
My red-hot chains, you're flaming free...
...
Is this how
You want me to be?
Free from love?
From joined 'you-and-me'?
Fly? I can.
I've got my wings too.
What's the sense
Then
Of us, me-and-you?
18 July 2009
I Failed
I failed.
And now I'm falling.
My falling is so awesome.
Like rain
Through stormy clouds.
Like rays
Through cherry blossom.
1 Jul 2009
Time
Time heals...
Time kills...
15 Jun 2009
If...
If you had written words of love
When sending
Me that postcard
The whole dream world could have been saved
From changing
For a lost world...
10 May 2009
To YOU...
For what sin or what virtue
Was I given this man?
Happiness wrapped in torture,
Bittersweet joy and pain.
In my life, sick of playings,
Never wanting more games,
I was saying my prayers,
And he suddenly came.
And he brought games and riddles
No one ever could guess,
And he set rules forbidden
In his games of hot chess.
He says words full of fever,
Knocks me down, strippes me down,
And then just disappears
Leaving me thrilled and stunned.
And in hours filled with waiting,
Shedding tears on my own,
Same and old questions waste me:
Why he leaves me alone,
Why he tells me he loves me,
And then throws me to hell,
What he seeks - grief or laughter -
When he builds his farwells,
Why I see all those faces
Scaring me on his run,
Why he tries to replace me
If my number is one,
Why I'm cruelly treated,
Why my love's not enough,
Why, why, why, what's the reason
To be parted in love?
Will I ever be trusted
All those secrets of his?
I believe, for there must be
One small chance... Baby, please!
Let me be your true lover.
Let me be your true friend.
All the secrets discovered
I will keep to the end.
I need to understand you,
I will not let you down,
Here's my love, neverending,
Baby, never have doubts.
I am ready to face it.
It's not harder than lies!
I'll be there with my faithful
Unconditional love...
I'm just mad of your hiding.
I just need it all plain.
I want you, clear and shining,
Without lies that bring pain.
Don't be scared of my knowledge,
You'll be proud of this trust,
No truth can kill my longing,
Nor can ruin love and lust.
This has gone through my tests, babe,
This will never be lost.
You're still having my bestest,
You're still getting my most...,
20 Mar 2009
My Shortest Poem
(My Response to Your UnSent Valentine Card to Me)
Belief.
Leaf by leaf...
Faith.
Face by face...
15 Feb 2009
You Tease Me
You mock me,
Provoke me,
You tease me
Until I am getting this dizzy,
Until I am driven to tears.
You tease me.
Again you just tease...
19 Jan 2009
Forever Searching
In case I disappear
You're gonna miss me hard.
You're keen on smiles and tears,
But you can't cheat YOUR heart.
You think you'll soon forget me,
But I'll be on your mind.
You'll change: you'll start regretting
'Bout treating me unkind.
You'll seek my face in others'.
You'll peer into the crowds,
And all your friends and lovers
Will no more fit you right.
And then you'll find my bad things
Were best things in the world,
No other gifts and blessings
Replace my looks and words.
You'll go through griefs and tortures,
And finally you'll be
Again forever searching...
Forever searching ME.
16 Jan 2009
I Wanna Dissolve
I wanna dissolve
In the warmth of your arms.
I wanna dissolve
In the light of your eyes.
I wanna dissolve
In the taste of your lips.
Where are you, my love...
Come to end this eclipse...
12 Jan 2009
Sad Lullaby
Whom will he give
His sweet kisses tonight,
Kisses tonight,
Kisses tonight?
He’s left me grief,
Still he teases my heart,
Teases my heart,
Teases my heart.
What have I done
To be treated unkind,
Treated unkind,
Treated unkind?
He’s been my one,
But he played me so hard,
Played me so hard,
Played me so hard.
I’ve handed him
All my love that I had,
Love that I had,
Love that I had.
Promises, dreams
Drift and float in my head,
Float in my head,
Float in my head.
He doesn’t need
No more loving of mine,
Loving of mine,
Loving of mine.
Now my love bleeds
And he seems to be fine,
Seems to be fine,
Seems to be fine.
Cold is my boy
Just as pieces of ice,
Pieces of ice,
Pieces of ice.
Instead of joy
Sadness kisses my eyes,
Kisses my eyes,
Kisses my eyes.
Instead of light
There are tears in my soul,
Tears in my soul,
Tears in my soul.
Empty inside,
For I gave him my all,
Gave him my all,
Gave him my all.
10 Jan 2009
Crazy Rain
Traces are washed
With the rain.
Love and devotion
Are vain.
You are not near
To complain.
Dry are my tears –
Eyes are drained.
Strangers
Arrange
Trains to track me
Astray.
Traitors
Undress
To impress.
Great
Cracks and traps
Grab and threaten
With rats.
Craziness
Breaks
My rayed brain.
Still
When your skin
Gently thrills,
Feel it,
It’s real,
It’s my kiss.
Softly
My lips
For you pray:
Stop it,
Please, please,
Stop this rain,
Rain,
Crazy rain,
Rain of pain…
Shower
That swept you
Away…
8 Jan 2009
There's A Man
There’s a man who can take it all,
All my fantasies kept in secrets.
With a word he just ruined the walls,
Got the key to my sacred wishes.
There’s a man who possesses me.
In invisible arms I’m captured.
What no others can see, he sees,
My consent gets to all his questions.
Crowds of others around me flock.
How I’m tired of their endless offers.
They are trying to break my locks.
I’m exhausted to cool and stop them.
For there’s only one man who can
Come and enter my wildest deserts.
And for him only here I stand.
About him I go mad and crazy.
Oh, my man, can you feel my pulse
When you speak to me, when you watch me,
How my breathing just interrupts...
Do you feel the same burning torture?
Do you value this gift of mine,
All my self that I’ve handed to you?
Do you feel in it the divine
In your heart and your veins intruding?
You’re the man who has won my all.
I give in to you, I surrender.
Have my soul, my man, rule my world.
May your reigning be neverending...
31 Dec 2008
Lovers
My lips' ruby ring...
I'm letting you in...
You're trying me on...
I'm sliding along...
New measure of Time –
Your moans and my sighs...
It's counting our breaths
From hot thirsty chests...
No seconds, no hours –
Just rocking of ours,
The slow motion dance
Of Life's only Chance...
Eternally young
Two Passions as One,
Two Flowers of skin,
And Love in between...
And here comes the Flash
Of Soul, Mind and Flesh...
The Time's standing still
And watching our thrill...
We're falling apart –
The End? Or the Start?
Our Hearts' Magnet Pulse
Again will join us...
2 Dec 2008
...from the book named
"A-ERO- tick"
I Can Do It By Myself
I don't have you on my chat.
Nor I have you on my cell.
Don't you worry about that -
I can do it by myself.
I can simply close my door,
Close my windows, close my eyes,
Lick my lips and curl my toes,
Not depending on your lies.
I can dance it on my own
In my sweet delicious dreams.
You will never even know
That you've been in them with me.
10 Jun 2011
Flowers
Lovers
Must get flowers.
16 May 2011
Beyond And Within
On my mind
And on my skin,
Inside
Of me,
Beyond
And within...
27 Mar 2011
Visions
Visions...
Sweet collisions...
Fusions...
Weird conclusions...
26 Mar 2011
Throne
I want my daily morning throne,
My King, right in your lab -
Keep sitting at your monitor,
I'll sit me on your lap.
17 Mar 2011
The Secret Hymn
For my beloved
I played the secret hymn -
The music of my sweetest passion -
So delighted,
For one, for only him on
Gentle flutes of
Rainy strings.
And when I asked
So that to know from him
The answer to the sacred question
If he liked it,
He said he didn't hear
Absolutely
Anything.
16 Mar 2011
Magenta And Blue
It takes two
To dance to this tune,
It takes two.
It takes two:
Magenta and Blue -
Me and You.
20 Dec 2010
...from the book named
"NEWER NEVVERENDING"
Crystal Ball
It was not my spell.
It was not your fault.
It had been compelled
In the Crystal Ball.
4 Mar 2012
He's Mine
They ask me why
I smile and smile and smile.
Because he's mine,
He's MINE, HE's mine, HE'S MINE! :)
3 Mar 2012
...from the book named
"MY LADY MELODY"
It Could Be We
It could be we
That raise the letter "V"
Above the wisdom
Saying "C'est la vie".
It could be we...It should be we
That raise the letter "V"
Above the wisdom
Saying "C'est la vie".
It should be we...It's My Kinda Music
It's my kinda music.
I'm not gonna lose it.
11 Sep 2006
� ✩ ♡ © Natali Dali - Наталі Далі - Натали Дали
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Natali Dali = projects: 1A KamaNDa ( 1:iNDigoDigNity ) = AbaNDa SHAKE = AbaNDa DRIVE = AbaILa DRIVE = Наталья Даль (Natalya Dal) = Natali Dali - A MISS oN A MISSioN = origin: Наталья Антонова (Наталя Антонова / Natalia Antonova) - 26 Jan 1972, Nikolayev, Ukraine (USSR)
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